I have no motivation, no will power to fight, nor the voice. I have nothing. I’m tired- I found myself tired once again physically, mentally and emotionally I’m tired. They say if they love you they’d understand, so why I feel like he doesn’t? He doesn’t understand and he truly doesn’t care. So I ask myself once again does he truly love me? I’m not his ex’s and he’s not mine but I strive not to compare and he just pushes me away. Does he care? Do you?